3-29-2023

    It's been a day of highs and lows. My Epic Horror blog received over 2k hits today on a review I wrote on the movie Knock At The Cabin so that was cool. I have also been irritated all day and been having a few crying fits. Other then that I had to force myself to eat. And to make matters worse I'm out of pot so I can't self medicate tonight to get some rest.


  I hate taking the sleeping pills I have perscribed. On the other hand it is good to be over the peak of mania. Now we have to wait to see how far down this ride will be. I was pretty constructive today getting some things that needed done. I guess thats all for now. Good night my people talk to you tomorrow.

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